For Mother

I think my mother is mad at me.

I mean,
I get it,
I suppose.
I am the biggest she ever had.

She took all 9 pounds and
18 inches of me.
The room was full of men
and women
wearing masks
and rubber gloves.
They watched on
as I assaulted
her hole
for 20 hours straight,
no break.

Afterwards,
I sucked her tits,
and she fingered.

We continued
with the tits and
the fingering
for a few years,
but that was it.
I never fucked her again.
Just the one time.

Nowadays,
I don’t even answer the phone
when she calls.

the white noise of dead strangers

ascending particles
mad dog raindrops screaming
the unknown vault amiss
double-bond chemical trail broken
drop the torch
in perfect gardens
deer hunting with Jesus
plucking strange fruit
inhabiting odd yet familiar places
which didn’t quite fit
but we lived it
anyway, our havens
more an exile
going back to the spherical music
of it all
is a wonder, a short-term lease
from outside the void
spitting on a quasar?

The Best Preparations for Sex

Welcoming speech.
I love casual dating, quickies in the park and pool sex.
My hubby can’t get it up so I need a man that CAN!
We are looking for employees working remotely.
My name is Lanna, I am the personnel manager of a large international company.
I wanted to email to follow up with you regarding your breathtaking artwork.
Online sex dating.
This message contains blocked images.
From international company.
High quality medications.
My name is Emma-Lee.
New hook up buddy.
Like these suggestions?
Please reply back with any questions you may have.
Do not write me a long time, waiting for!
It would be such an honor to collaborate with you and feature your work on our site.
Live chat is a simple platform that offers an instantaneous window to the lady of your dreams.
No need to lift a finger!
Most of the work you can do from home, that is, at a distance.
Have all ladies who are online delivered to your browser automatically, or search for them yourself.
If you are interested in this offer, please visit our site.
Has anyone ever told you how beautifully you art is?
New service is available NOW and presents an inspiring opportunity to talk real-time with beautiful and smart women from across Ukraine and CIS in an economical, cost effective way.
I would love for you to join us so we can showcase your work on a global stage.
I look forward to hearing from you!
Have a nice day!

waiting for the right ones to come along

i know when you
told me you loved
me you were lying

i didn’t mind

i wasn’t exactly
in love with you
either

we were simply
passing the time

waiting for the
right ones to
come along

one day we’ll
be old and can
look back at
this and laugh

although, the
odds say a
murder suicide
is more likely

god willing

Winter

Autumn’s last leaf pirouettes on a
cold wind,
cold enough to freeze your tits off,
then falls.

Basking in this great silence like I’m
the only one left,
I light a cigarette.

The dog is staring at me in that
curious way,
wondering what’s next,

“Go on, boy. Go piss.”, I say.

It’s moments like these,

when the world is all alone,

under a blanket of snow that

I wish you were all dead.

Horse Cock

A man shot dope in his dick.
It was the only vein that’d stick.
The junk went to his head
He was found to be dead.
But boy, he made quite the stiff.

Secret Diary of A Future Sex Crime Victim

I listen closely
to the hair dryer;
it tells me things.

Things I can’t repeat.

I lie in bed, face blank
as a slice of white bread
in the dark.

I try to visualize
a sentence
that cracks the ceiling.

If I didn’t know
you could snap my neck
like a sparrow’s
how would I ever get off?

Sometimes I like to mouth
a pacifier
while being fucked
in the ass.

A certain light I love
will fall through hemlocks
into a bedroom
at 3pm.

Sometimes I imagine
my throat cut
at the moment of orgasm.

I want to be dead, tied,
wrapped in white,
lying in a rowboat
my lover rows to sea.

Donkey

Summer Rain

I lost track of the time
The days bleed into one
And the burning sidewalks
Are all I know now

Local liquor store smile
Some small excitement
Is better than none
And grows a little more
Each and every time

They venture out in the summer
With children and small dogs
Millefleur dresses
That leave you dreaming
Of the skin that hides beneath

A torrential downpour
Unexpected and sudden
Soaked passersby to the bone
And I laughed
From the beneath the cover
Of the bridge

Scaling Down

When you’re a fat man
every meal
is a sin

I walk past a restaurant
and someone is eating
chicken and waffles
or fettucine alfredo
and they’re thin!

How is it possible?
My knees are splitting
like old oak
I can’t breathe
without the aid
of pumps and hoses

I go to the doctor
and stand on the scale

“Doctor, Jesus, look!” I say
and I tear at my clothes
and rip at my hair
such is my grief

But my doctor is wise,
“Stay away from scales,”
he says,
“you’ll live longer.”