Scott C. Holstad

nightspawn fantasy

the dreams intensify
my mother
vomiting her
internal organs
into my waiting
mouth

The Man
they call 
“friend”
“protector”
“Herr Orange”
pulling bullets
out of shattered
brain and 
handing them to me
gray pulp
leaking down face

my father
in rented tuxedo
grinning at me
as i slit his throat
from ear to ear
with the greatest
hardon of my life

my god
they don’t go away
the worms crawling
from my preacher’s eyes,
my once-future 
baby daughter
dropped
headfirst
into the
still beating
heart of 
digitized
diaries
doing
de Sade
ten million
better and
now dead
faceless global
porridge pot
cum receptacles
like wraiths
shadow me,
entrails being
pulled from me
in tug of war
fashion,
to be ingested
as if Kubrick 
delicacies,
the lingering
stench of
corpsicles,
rotting heads
on bamboo
posts glaring
at me,
of more
tiny
shrunken
skin-covered
sand skulls
and it
doesn’t
won’t
never
ever
fucking
end

nuke 
the system
in a final cum 
drenched orgy
plz

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