happy ending
my next-door neighbor
lena wears winter clothes in summer
and does tai chi in the Spielplatz
and burns cinnamon incense
and plays the handpan.
I don’t think she has a job
but she does drumming
lessons sometimes and sometimes
she gives full body massages in her flat.
her massage business is not advertised,
but shows up with a little arrow on Google maps
and sometimes I see her clients in the hall.
they are usually men,
workingclass men, old, tired;
they hobble
into her apartment,
I hear a little noise, some moans,
the handpan.
the noise is clearest
from my writing desk
and it’s strange to think about
as I’m sitting there
lost in some poem: on the other side
of the wall, not more than ten feet away,
lena’s got some potbellied old german
pipefitter sprawled out nude on a table
as she drains
the paste out of him.