Nathaniel Sverlow

threesome

I dreamt the three of us
were in bed together
and she had her nipples out
so I began to suck on them
and she began to moan
so loud
you woke up and joined in

I could hear you kissing her
as I continued playing
and that was alright
but then, suddenly,
I felt you touching me

your hand
under the covers
running along my neck
my back
my ass
reaching around
to the front

you began licking my ear

I pulled away
but then you jumped on top of me
and kept going

“what’s a matter”
you said
“you worried you’re gay
or something?
doesn’t this feel good?”

and it did feel good,
but I couldn’t get over
how your mustache
felt like sandpaper
and your beard
felt like more sandpaper
and your eyes
drilled into me
with a lust
I could not possibly replicate

“sorry,” I said, “you are
really good with the ear thing,
but I’m just not, you know.
I wish I was, but I’m not”

that killed your momentum
killed her momentum
killed everything
that had been building
between us

and the bed
felt more like a gurney
wheeling us down to the morgue

you rolled off of me,
looking embarrassed,
and she rolled to the side
and put her tits away
and I stared up at the ceiling

until I woke up
with the biggest hard-on
I’ve ever had