In Control
I don’t care what I’m re-enacting
By letting you
Stick your dick
Inside me
What psychodrama
I’m re-staging
Or maybe
Just rehearsing
For an hour yet to come
All that matters
Is what I see
And touch
And feel
Your cock
Huge
Hard
Godlike
And your hands
Pinning me down
Making me behave
Annihilating my will
I’m performing
Acting out
I don’t know what I’m up to
But I do know
That it’s not you
It’s me
Who has
The greater urge
Fuck me hard
As hard as you can
Drag me to the bottom
Put me in control
Of all my rapists
