Riley Odell

Best Served Digested

Holy shit. Martha’s never shit a shit that big in her life. The thing in the toilet barely even looks like a shit, it’s so huge. Looks more like a little brown snake fell into her toilet bowl somehow. 

“Finally! I’m out!”

Martha screams and jumps so hard she nearly loses her balance. “Who said that? Where are you?”

“Look down.”

She looks at the floor.

“Not down there. In here.”

In where? The…toilet? 

“That’s right.”

There’s nothing in the toilet but her waste. Certainly no sign of this thirty-something—so she guesses—man who sounds kind of like that actor from Get Out. Daniel…whatshisname. Sounds kinda like that one coffee liqueur. Starts with a K.

“Confused? You’re lookin’ right at me, lady.”

“I’m looking at a turd.”

“That’s me!”

Huh. Well, this is a new one.

You’re asleep, she tells herself.

“Let me guess what you’re thinking now,” says her shit. “You’re thinking this is a dream. Go ahead, pinch yourself.”

She pinches herself. It kinda hurts, so…not a dream. “The fuck,” she says.

“You crapped out a real doozy. Kinda unbelievable, really; never seen anything like it. Seems to me you’ve got a diet problem—too little fiber, maybe? You know, fruits and vegetables and stuff? Pretty sure this porker of a poop’s ninety to ninety-nine percent hotdogs. Not very healthy.”

“Fuck off. You sound like my mom.”

“Your mom’s a cunt.”

“The hell!” Martha reaches for the flush handle. “You’re outta here, asshole! What gives you the right to come into my house and talk about my mom like that?”

He laughs. “You really don’t recognize my voice, huh?”

Martha pauses. She can’t deny being curious. If she flushes now, she’ll never learn just how this situation came to be. Besides, flushing may very well kill the sentient poop. Just exactly how does that play out, ethically? Would it be murder? She doesn’t want anything like that on her conscience.  

“I don’t recognize it,” she says. “Should I?”

“Let’s see if you remember this. ‘Hey! Watch where you’re going, you sick sack of dicks!’ Ringing any bells?”

“No.”

“Oh, come on, you are so full of it. I know you remember. I was practicing my unicycle juggling routine outside the Walmart and you walked right out in front of me. I fell and crashed onto the pavement because of you!”

Hey, yeah. Martha does remember something like that. “You’re that unicycle prick? You asshole, you made me drop and break all groc—oh, Kaluuya! That’s that guy’s name!”

“Stay focused, woman. We haven’t left the topic of you knocking me off my unicycle.”

“You ran into me.”

“Oh, really. If I had eyes right now, I’d be rolling them.”

Martha imagines shit with eyes. Now there’s a wacky image.

“No, let me tell you the real, non-revised version of what happened,” he continues. “I was practicing for my circus audition, when all the sudden, this fuckin’ drunk, high-as-a-kite bitch just came strutting along like she owned the whole damn sidewalk, not paying a single ounce of attention to anything around her—”

“Oh, I’m so sorry I wasn’t keeping an eye out for a goddamn unicyclist outside the Walmart!  And I wasn’t drunk, orhigh! Or—well, I wasn’t high, at least.”

“So, you admit to having been intoxicated?”

Ah, fuck. Maybe that does change things a little. “Look. I’m sorry, all right? Can we leave it at that?”

“Oh, no. We absolutely cannot leave it at that.”

She snorts. “Seriously? What are you going to do about it? How did even become a piece of shit in my toilet in the first place?”

“I was getting to that. See, when I fell on the pavement—when you knocked me onto the pavement—I scraped up my knee real bad. Now, here’s the thing, that knee was very special to me. My parents gave me that knee before they died in a car accident when I was six. It was very sentimental to me. So, naturally, I went straight home and killed myself.”

“Uh, overreaction much? You know skin heals, right?”

“Fuck you. Shut up and let me finish. After I killed myself, I became a ghost. That’s when I decided I was going to possess your body and make you do horrible things to the people you love. Only problem is, I missed your brain and ended up in your large intestine instead—where it just so happened you were cookin’ up a big ol’ turd.”

“Oh. And you can’t get back out?”

“Doesn’t seem like it. But don’t go thinking you’re off the hook. I’ll find some way to kill you.”

As far as Martha’s concerned, the ethics of turd murder have just become a lot less complicated. If he came here to ruin her life, that makes her feel a lot less bad about flushing him. “And what if I send you on down to the sewers? What’ll you do then?”

“You wouldn’t dare.”

“Why not?”

“Because—I—well—” 

Martha flushes the toilet. The unicyclist screams as a miniature maelstrom sucks him toward the drain and digestion anew in the pipes. But then, the drain gurgles and, as if not caring for the taste, spits the turd back out in a surge of brown-tainted water. The water climbs nearly to the rim, but to Martha’s relief does not spill over. 

“Ha!” the unicyclist says. “You can’t get rid of me that easily.”

Martha picks up the plunger next to the toilet. She stabs the rubber flange into the drain and pumps the handle, squelch, squelch, squelch. Finished, she pulls the plunger free, washes it in the sink, and flushes again. 

The dirty water rushes to the top of the bowl and cascades over the rim.

“Shit!” she exclaims.

The unicyclist cackles. “Revenge at last! Enjoy a floor covered in filth, woman!”

Martha grimaces. Cleaning this will not be fun. She steps toward the cupboard with the towels but slips on the wet floor. Crack! Her head hits the corner of the countertop. She crumples down into shit-water, adding her blood to the mix. 

“Take that,” the unicyclist says. “I win.”

***

Martha floats in a void beyond space and time. Now and then she hears whispers or sees flashes of light, but nothing distinct. Over time, however, these fleeting sensations resolve into something recognizable: the earth, and she high above it like a comet out in space, looking down on its majesties. She finds that if she focuses her thoughts on one specific place or thing, she can “zoom in,” so to speak, to see it closer. She thinks “New York City” and she’s there, in the sky overlooking the vast cityscape with its plethoric skyscrapers and other landmarks. She thinks of her apartment in Queens and now she’s outside looking in through the window at her living room, just as she left it. Not wanting to see, but knowing she must confirm, she brings herself to the bathroom. 

If only she had a mouth, she would scream. What kind of end is this for a person, to slip on her own shit and die lying in it? Did she not deserve better? That damned unicyclist! If only he hadn’t been distracting her with his idiocy, she might have been more thorough in her use of the plunger. She might have been more mindful of her movements on the wet floor. 

She thinks of the unicyclist, then of his family. She’s whisked from her bathroom to another, wherein a gray-haired man sits upon a toilet. The unicyclist’s father, perhaps? Yes, he’ll do. Martha imagines herself in the man’s brain, controlling him. She feels a tug, a sign that it seems to be working. She sets her gaze on the man’s head and concentrates as hard as she can on going inside. 

Whoosh. Her perspective changes again. She sees now through the man’s eyes, staring at the shower door in front of the toilet. She’s done it—she’s inside him. Looking at the man’s legs, she wills him to stand. No good; he remains seated. She looks at his finger and wills it to curl. It doesn’t so much as twitch.

Something’s wrong. Unlike that moron, she doesn’t appear to have missed the brain. Then she looks side-to-side and wants to scream again. She’s smack-dab in the middle of a row of hairs jutting out from the rim of an eyelid. An eyelash, she’s a goddamn eyelash. That’s almost as bad as becoming a turd! 

But maybe it’s not the end of the world. This old man will croak eventually, and she may get another chance then to enter someone else. If she misses again, same thing—wait and take another shot. It’ll take a while, but she has all the time in the world. Even if it’s not until the unicyclist’s great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great nephews or nieces are born, she will have her revenge.