ignorance is bliss
knowledge is power
is the only way out
of this godforsaken mess
ignorance is bliss
knowledge is power
is the only way out
of this godforsaken mess
“This is 500mg’s each, take with caution”
He said with a grin.
It was a good and rare
sunny September day
here in northern England,
People wore t-shirts and shades
and bermuda shorts
and they smiled and strolled around
as pasty as an all-white toothpaste
getting redder and rawer by the second
and they drank pints of beers
and their laughter was loud but well hearted
as people entered shops
and got out of them carrying bags,
and at the town center
a Gypsy dressed as a Native American
was whistling one wooden type of
musical instrument or another
which made me laugh
and I threw a pound in his box
and decided to take a second Gummy Bear.
I had two bags
on the left back pocket.
Each contained six of these things
and the bags are small
and child-like in color,
and it would be unsuspecting
to any decent passing folk that I was
gulping down 500mg more
of weed in me at that moment.
Later that afternoon
I was with a friend at a fancy pub
at some place or another
( I never contain names of places )
And I ordered a cocktail
taking down two more of these things
finally thinking agitated by the possibility
of these things being fake
and how much I loathe violence
On my second cocktail
I decide to enter the pub
myself and I start flirting
with the bartender as I guide
her to make my Paloma cocktail—
she’s this wide shouldered younger girl
with nice blonde hair, a pleasant eagerness
to her movements and all smiles.
I decide to ask for her number.
It’s midnight and I wake up
at a train going to
I don’t remember much, but flashes
of me stumbling and my friend
asking me if I’m alright.
All my belongings are with me,
even my shades,
tucked on the collar of my
all too plain black t-shirt.
Everything but the bartender’s number
and a train ticket.
I take the last two gummy bears
I have left on me
so that I don’t have to stress about
a possible train fine
and I lean myself cozy and tired
against the vibrating window
and I see nothing
but absolutely nothing
on the other side,
only my own drowsy reflection
trying to avoid itself—
and sometimes the random street lamp
is some field, across some road
shading light to something
lonely-feeling like a small brick bridge
over an unused railroad
or a glimpse of it through
some black and much too thick woods—
absolutely nothing but darkness again
and my own face again
realizing I’ll have to spend the night in Manchester
and leaning deeper into the seat
and out of the view of my reflection.
I was on a fishing trip with the Old Man and my Uncle Johnny when I was eleven, around the time I was starting to think for myself. Uncle Johnny wasn’t really my uncle but was the husband of my mother’s cousin. I was told to call him Uncle Johnny, so I did as I was told. He was a good-natured guy who told hilarious stories from his days as a “bag man” for the Chicago Mob. He also had incredibly large ears, which is why I believe he’d inherited the nickname “Eavesdropper,” which was shortened to just “Dropper.”
We had stopped at a roadside cafe on our way to the Wisconsin fishing hole, which was unusual because the Old Man hated to stop or take a break from driving. Once we were on the road, that was it, express from start to finish. Memories of family vacations driving long distances always included having to pee in a plastic bottle. He wouldn’t even stop for my mother, when she needed to go, making her wait for a gas station instead. She later got a bedpan from her friend that worked at the hospital. My younger sister always wet her pants on vacation road trips. Then the Old Man would start hollering at my mother, saying it was her fault for letting my sister drink too much water.
My older brother was quite an inventor and devised a contraption made from a piece of hose. It had a metal funnel on one end to pee into and the other end he hung out the window. In thought it was brilliant, but unfortunately it would flush back if you didn’t piss down the hose. And when he finally did succeed in pissing downward, the piss was swept up by the wind and got my Old Man’s arm hanging out the window all wet. That was the end of the “Easy Pisser.”
Anyway, Uncle Johnny wanted to get some lunch and liked the rhubarb pie at this particular cafe near Janesville. So the Old Man gave into his request after arguing about it for twenty minutes.
Johnny gave me fifty cents for the jukebox and the Old Man matched his donation.
“What do you want me to play?” I asked.
“Play whatever you want! I don’t care,” Johnny replied.
“Ya, whatever you want,” the Old Man begrudgingly agreed.
I knew better and I don’t know what made me think I could actually play whatever I wanted, but I gave it a shot.
I made the mistake of playing “Wooly Bully,” which pissed the Old Man off. He thought Sam the Sham and the Pharaohs were all black musicians, when actually they were all white guys.
My Old Man was a racist down to his Catholic soul and hated Blacks. He always used the ‘N’ word. I never found out the reason why.
“What the fuck you wasting my money on?” he hollered. “Wooly Bully, what is that shit? You’re not supporting a bunch of niggers with my fucking money.”
He got up and pulled the plug on the jukebox. Then he slapped me on the back of the head.
“What the hell are you thinking? Dumbshit!”
“Hey take it easy on the kid,” Uncle Johnny said. “He didn’t do anything wrong. You said he could play whatever he wanted. What’s wrong with you?”
I’d never seen anyone stand up to the Old Man before and was even more surprised by his reaction.
“Ya, well he knows better than to play that shit.”
“Relax, take it easy. This is a fishing trip to get away from all the stress. Come on, give the kid a break.”
Now I believe the reason my Old Man didn’t give it to Uncle Johnny is because he was connected, a “made man,” and you don’t want to be screwing around with the Italians.
I ordered a cheeseburger, which pissed the Old Man off even more because they charged an extra fifteen cents for a single slice of cheese. After my Old Man bitching about the overpriced cheeseburger, my Uncle Johnny bought me a piece of rhubarb pie with a scoop of vanilla ice cream on top. It was excellent.
After finishing our meal, Uncle Johnny lit up a cigar, which caused the Old Man to start bitching about the smell and laying down the law about smoking it in the car. The Old Man chain smoked cigarettes like a convict, of course, never considering anyone else’s feelings.
“Come on John, let’s get on the road.”
“Right behind you. Come on Santi.”
“Why do you call him that? His name is Judge. He’s going to be a big shot lawyer someday.”
Unfortunately, he had no idea I would end up appearing before so many judges in my lifetime.
We stood at the counter, waiting for the waitress to come with our bill. I could feel the tension stretching thinner and thinner, like a rubber band getting ready to snap. Johnny was eyeing some Payday, Hersheys and Milky Way candy bars while the old man grew more impatient. I heard Johnny quietly humming before he suddenly started singing and dancing around all nutty and crazy like, “Wooly Bully, Wooly Bully, Wooly Bully. I kinda like that song. It sticks with you, huh Santiago.”
“I guess so?” I replied. He had me laughing, causing me to forget all about the jukebox incident.
“Excuse me miss,” the Old Man shouted at the waitress. “I’d like to pay the bill and get on the road, if you don’t mind?”
She walked over, glaring as she slapped the bill down on the counter in front of him.
“Guess she doesn’t want a tip, acting like that,” he said to the cashier.
She never said a word, just handed him the change. He walked out in front of us as we followed, but before exiting I saw Uncle Johnny throw a five spot on the counter.
On the side of the restaurant sat an old black man with a guitar, playing and singing some gospel music. I have always been attracted to music. Any type of music. I ran over to the raggedy old man and he gave me a toothy grin. I had seventy-five cents left that I didn’t put in the jukebox, which I threw into the hat sitting next to him.
“Now you’re trying to piss me off,” the Old Man screamed, grabbing my arm and dragging me back to the car. “Why are you giving that bum money? He’s probably a drunk and will spend it on booze.”
“I hope so,” I wanted to say but knew better.
I never wanted to go on this fishing trip in the first place, but Uncle Johnny thought it would be nice to spend time together. He liked me and always gave me a Christmas and birthday present. So I thought it was the right thing to do.
“Now check the boat trailer and the shit in the boat,” the Old Man ordered. “Make sure everything is okay. Go on ya little shit!”
I don’t know what got into me then, but it was to be my first act of retaliation against the Old Man. I walked around the back of the car while he was checking under the hood, unlocking the hitch on the boat trailer.
“Looks good Dad!” I yelled as I got in the car.
“Here, got us some candy bars,” Uncle Johnny said, handing me three Milky Ways. “They were free just sitting there.”
“Uncle Johnny, did you pay for these? “
“Believe me Santiago I’ve paid, I’ve paid.”
He gave me his signature wink and a smile, rubbing the top of my head affectionately.
It was a few miles north of Madison when the boat and trailer finally went off the side of the road. It crashed into the trees, flipping several times before its fiberglass body shattered to pieces.
We ended up fishing from the shore, but surprisingly we caught a large amount of walleyes and crappies. The Old Man never confronted me about the boat. And I never offered an explanation.
Whenever Uncle Johnny saw me after that trip, he gave me a secret wink and then he’d start singing, “Wooly Bully, Wooly Bully, Wooly Bully.”
I think he knew.
“That’s right, asshole,” Deputy Buddy Turnage muttered around a considerable chaw, “just turn that hippie van around and get the fuck out of here. Go find someplace else to drink your beer and smoke your pot and throw your goddamned Frisbee . . .”
His Caprice cruiser baked in the late afternoon sun, baked like chicken at the entrance to the park, a source of comfort for families and law-abiding folks looking to enjoy the beautiful spring day, an effective deterrent for the hard-partying crowd seeking diversions of a less than savory nature.
Turnage raised a plastic cup to his mouth and unleashed a torrent of brown spit. Eyes concealed behind mirrored aviators, he watched the van with satisfaction, smiling as the long-haired driver executed a U-turn in the parking lot and headed back to the highway.
No doubt the long-haired driver and his long-haired commie freak friends were up to no good. Otherwise they would’ve come right on in, easy as you please. Good old fashioned police presence had put the kibosh on their plans. As well as the sign recently posted at the entrance gate: NO COOLERS ALLOWED. The sign had been his idea. A mighty fine one, too. Now troublemakers had to go somewhere else to get their kicks, preferably across the county line where they would be somebody else’s headache.
Turnage’s stomach growled. His was a large stomach, an incredibly bloated belly which stretched the seams of his shit-brown uniform shirt. He ate garbage and hadn’t gotten a lick of exercise since his high school football days. Dr. Buckhalter had given him a stern warning at his last checkup. “You’re a heart attack waiting to happen,” the doctor had said. Turnage had promised to do better.
But damn if those jumbo pulled pork sandwiches heaped with coleslaw down at Dax’s Drive-In weren’t the closest thing to heaven on earth. In fact, he could go for one right about now. The iced honey bun he had washed down with his morning coffee had worn off hours ago. He needed fuel to get through the remainder of his shift.
Turnage cranked the cruiser and pulled out onto the highway. He wasn’t even halfway to Dax’s when his mouth began to water.
After eating lunch Turnage had spent the afternoon running radar on the short stretch of I-20 within his county, a fruitful undertaking as he had netted three speeders and helped a stranded motorist with a flat tire. Now, fresh wad of Beech-Nut tucked in his jaw, he returned to the park at the brink of dusk, one final drive through before heading back to the station.
The parking lot was empty.
With one exception.
Turnage grinned when he saw the hippie van.
He wheeled in beside it and climbed out of his cruiser, hitching his trousers as he walked to the rear of the van and saw the California plate.
Should’ve known, he mused.
Land of fruits and nuts.
He walked around and peered through the passenger side window. Nothing incriminating within view. But that didn’t mean diddly squat. He could see them down there by the lake, a group of five long hairs with their backs turned to him. They hadn’t even seen him pull in. At least he didn’t think so. Probably stoned out of their gourds, he thought. Well, this was his park, a family-friendly park, and that kind of thing just couldn’t be tolerated, not on his watch.
Turnage stepped off the asphalt and descended the grassy embankment. It wasn’t steep, but his knees popped just the same. The hippies were some sixty yards away. Turnage walked with purposeful strides. One of them turned around when he was halfway there, setting off a chain reaction. Turnage saw pale faces framed with long, stringy hair parted in the middle.
He reached the party and stopped, towering above them with his hands on his hips. His smile became a sneer when he saw their red and white Coleman cooler.
“Can you folks read?” he asked.
“We can read.”
Their spokesman, Turnage thought. He saw three men and two women. They looked older than he had suspected. These weren’t college kids. And that made it worse. These folks should know better. Strangely enough, he didn’t see any beer cans, nor did he smell the pungent odor of weed. The speaker and one of the women were smoking cigarettes. The cooler lid was closed.
“Coolers are prohibited in this park,” Turnage said.
“We didn’t know,” said the smoking woman.
They wore old jeans, threadbare T-shirts, battered dollar store sneakers. They were unwashed, unkempt, transient. Turnage saw paper plates, napkins, plastic forks, everything spread out atop a dirty blanket.
“You folks having a picnic?”
Nobody said a word.
“I bet that cooler is loaded with beer. I hate to break it to you, but this here is a dry county. We don’t allow—”
“No beer,” the spokesman said. “Just sodas and food.”
“Sodas and food, huh?”
Turnage eyed them warily. “Mind if I take a look?”
“We’d rather you didn’t.”
“And why is that?”
“Leave us alone,” said the other woman, the non smoker. “We haven’t done anything wrong. You’re harassing us.”
Turnage got a kick out of that one. He stepped closer and placed his boot atop the cooler. He moved his foot back and forth, agitating its contents. Ice rattled.
“It’s a fine day for cold beer. Yes, indeed. Unfortunately you all picked the wrong place. But I’m a reasonable man. Pour the beer out and throw away the cans and I’ll let you go about your day without so much as a ticket. How about that?”
“There’s no beer,” said the spokesman.
“We don’t even drink—”
“Don’t lie to me.”
“I’m not lying.”
“Enough of this bullshit!”
Turnage had had enough. He kicked the cooler, fully expecting an avalanche of ice and 12 ounce cans. It took several seconds for the whole thing to register, the contents of the cooler spread out atop the blanket—the upper portion of an arm, a muscular thigh, a pink tongue—
“Jesus!” Turnage reached for his sidearm.
Much too late.
They attacked, five against one, an all out blitzkrieg. They took him to the ground. Turnage didn’t stand a chance as he felt a knife plunge into his gut.
The cult made short work of the deputy.
And ate good for two whole weeks.
Kitchy koo Prince of pop land
With your halo of black popcorn curls
and glitter frosted eyelids
You bang that gong!
Strut and slide-rouged face glamsta
Rolling those electric
snake hips in the blue pit
Tender all the way through
Making her feel sexy in the mouth
Making her pussy scream
And her purple rose tattoo shout
You sent that ectomorphic princess
to cosmic paradise
Fucking the innocence out of her eyes
Batting your thick-lick lustrous giraffe lashes
on a life size purple haired papier mache unicorn.
I wander into the bathroom
and you’re bathing
the white crackling froth of the foam
your short curled brown hair dampened
your face liberated totally of makeup
patches of vulcan red between
your regular skin
white as the inner flesh of a ripe plum
and you grin
beneath those solid blue irises
and I lean in
and kiss that smooth forehead
and you are so perfectly innocent
within that happy primal water
your small breasts relaxing
above the hot murk
your immaculate cunt invisible
your toes arisen at the water’s far end
poking out like eager spectators
and I feel your hand going up my thigh
that purple nail polish flaked and dulled
and you get to my zip
and zup it down
“do it…I do want it”
and you pull out my cock
already thick with simmering blood
and you take the head in your mouth
that burning tongue
and swallow it whole
down the whole
back and back
and I feel your hair
and you cradle my balls
with the initial hand
as your other hand
retreats beneath the waterline
to stroke your clitoris
and I think of it so: a fruit on the tree
begging to be picked
and I cry your name
with a single tear of pleasure
driving down my cheek
my spine snapping
my shins raw and angry against the bath’s edge
as I rush into your mouth
I could not dare to hold it
and you choke a little
and pull back
you pipe my cum into your palm
looking at it with such wondrous kindness
and suck it back up
between those pale lips
which then smile so graciously
it is gone
a quick breakfast
and I have never been in love like this
within any second I have ever before existed
I kiss your lips still salty
and then each soapy soft nipple
worshipping each breast of yours in turn
I wipe down my cock
and leave you to soak
as you put the hot tap back on
in for a long set
it is only eight-thirty in the morning
and I already know that the rest of the day
will be as beautiful
and even if it isn’t
it doesn’t matter.
Beverly woke up at 2am after doing some ill-advised self-medicating the night before. She heard some scratching and bumping noises and mumbled “What the hell is that?”
A voice which resembled that of James Earl Jones came from under her bed “I’m the night monster”.
A groggy Beverly slurred “No you’re not; I’m either dreaming or you are a side effect of mixing vodka and my migraine prescription. I don’t believe in you.”
“Oh, you will, but if as you say I’m not real, you wouldn’t mind if I get in bed with you.”
“Sure, why not. I don’t have any need for the extra space.” Beverly fell asleep again after what appeared to be a human male in the faintly lit room had crawled in next to her.
When she next woke, she decided no more mixing alcohol and meds, then rolled over and bumped into something. She felt scales on a mostly human body and a normal bald head. The body spoke “Do you believe in me now?”
After a few seconds to calm herself “Still not sure – it could be aftereffects.”
“Do you mind if I convince you?”
The night monster burrowed under the covers and used his long-forked tongue to full advantage while humming the Led Zeppelin song ‘Kashmir’. Beverly had an orgasm which produced body waves accompanied by a mental montage of her favorite times – she cuddled her favorite kitten Batface, had sex with boyfriend Joe in the backseat of a Ford Mustang when she was a teenager, and won a $10,000 lottery.
“Ok, I’m starting to believe. Do you mind if I explore you now?”
“Seems fair. Your turn.”
Beverly didn’t know what to expect between his legs. After his previous masterful performance, she was disappointed to find something soft and small. She asked, “Is that it?”
“Oh, I didn’t know your taste, so I started off small. Try again.”
This time she found an eighteen-inch tent pole. “Umm, if you take requests, how about something in-between?”
“As you desire. Climb on cowgirl.”
Thirty-seven minutes later Beverly asked, “Can you come again?”
“That could have two different meanings, but the answer to both is yes.”
“I mean if I want you to visit again, how do I get in touch?”
“Knock on the headboard three times. Probably a bad idea if you have company. If I’m available, I’ll get here. I do have other appointments.”
“Why didn’t I think of this earlier? Will I have monster babies like in ‘The Demon Seed’ or ‘Rosemary’s Baby’?”
“It won’t happen unless I revise my DNA. We aren’t fertility compatible.”
“Another thing. What do I tell my boyfriend Bob?”
“I don’t think that Bob will mind if you break up with him. My sister is visiting him tonight and has spoiled him for human women, much as you would be disappointed by any human man now. Both of you may want to have fake relationships to give the appearance of normality, but nothing will compare to night monsters.”
Angel of the Night
When Bob woke up at 1:56Am, he was surprised that there was a very warm body next to him which smelled of jasmine and musk. He was amazed that Beverly had come to bed with him after their date. He had always thought of her as somewhat prudish. Her perfume surprised him more because he had never known her to wear any, but it was all good. It got better when he felt a hand manipulating his cock in a very non-Beverly way arousing him in a way he had never experienced before.
Wait a minute; he hadn’t had a date with her. “Beverly when did you show up? Not that I don’t like it, I love it.”
A deep but feminine voice with an alien vibrato responded “I’m not Beverly, I’m Night Angel, but you can call me Angie.”
“I brought home a hooker? I don’t remember anything like that.”
“Not at all. My brother and I just like to do favors for deserving people and don’t worry about Beverly; my brother is taking care of her like I will take care of you.”
Bob is stunned and his brain is spinning. Is Beverly cheating on him? What should he think about Angie? Quickly his dick makes his decision for him. “Um, I like what you are doing for me now, is there anything else that you do?”
“Why don’t I take you for a spin?”
Night Angel mounted Bob and pulled him into her. In the pale light she appeared as one of the Playboy models that he had sneaked looks at as a teenager. Tactile exploration showed that unlike the models all of her parts felt original and she had hair where normal women have hair. Her arousal based on her wetness seemed to match his.
Even while the experience was exploding his brain with pleasure, Bob noticed some disturbing things about Angie. She played her vagina like a symphony, vibrating, relaxing and contracting Cleopatra’s grip and changing tempo and theme. When he grasped her buttocks he felt scales rather than skin. Something brushed his inner thighs up to his butt. Her assurance that “Oh, that’s just my tail” didn’t assure him.
When his brain returned to minimal function he whispered “What are you?”
“You don’t have adequate language or knowledge for me to answer you. Let’s just say, that like my brother who likes to be called ‘Night Monster’, we are good demons. We ask nothing from worthy humans but mutual pleasure. As much as you have enjoyed me, I have enjoyed you. Would you object to me calling on you again when we are both free?”
“Uh, no. Could you stay longer tonight? I don’t know if I can go again, but we could cuddle.”
“Oh, we can go again.”
Good to her word, Night Angel had Bob fully prepared in five minutes.
Paul was having another one of those dreams at 3 AM. Since he had turned twelve he had been having nocturnal emissions and since fourteen he had been experiencing embarrassing daytime erections, but no real sex. He had grown used to encountering movie stars or attractive classmates at night, but this time it was somebody he didn’t recognize and didn’t seem entirely human. Whatever it was had a tail and scales on parts of ‘her’ body, but otherwise looked like a girl of his age. As her hand wandered across his abdomen, he immediately ejaculated. She handed him one of the tissues he kept next to the bed for cleanup.
The bigger difference from his earlier dreams was that this partner spoke to him. “The thing that I like about teenage boys is that they rebound so fast. I love teaching sex education.” To prove her point she quickly prepared him for sex. Without any preliminaries, she easily pulled him on top of her as is he weighed ten pounds and inserted his penis in an appropriate location. Her hands on his butt guided him into a slow rhythm for awhile, followed by rapid thrusts and a mutual orgasm.
“Now that we know each other better, I should introduce myself. I’m a good demon that specializes in helping teen boys become proficient at sex. You can call me Teen Angel. I hope that you enjoyed your first lesson. If you agree, we can cover hygiene, erogenous zones, various positions and practices and ways to find appropriate, agreeable partners. What do you think?”
Paul found it difficult to talk, but managed to squeak ‘Sure’.
“One last thing. When you wake up tomorrow, you will think this was a dream, a vivid one, but still a dream. Check your sheets.”
When Paul woke up, he remembered the last thing that Teen Angel said. He found some of her scales in his sheets.
The Black Lagoon
Sheryl woke up around midnight to find a roughly humanoid giant monster in her bedroom. As she started to scream the monster tore the covers off her bed and her pajamas off her body.
As she continued to scream the demon roughly rubbed all over her body while lingering on her more sensitive parts. His long forked tongue invaded all of her orifices not stopping until he had poked into both ears at once. Her self-defense training was no match for his strength.
“Continue screaming, that just makes this more enjoyable for me.”
By the time his cruel treatment was completed, her screams had become whimpers.
He then picked her up by her waist as though she were nothing and lowered her slowly onto his organ. The whimpers became moans as they established a rhythm.
After five mutual orgasms Sheryl spoke “God, that was great, but what would you think of a new scenario? We’ve done monster assault a lot. You don’t exist in the daytime, but I’ve got a pool and a white bathing suit for after dark.”
“You’re thinking ‘Creature From The Black Lagoon’? Great. I can become Gillman without scales so you don’t get scratches as in my natural form. If we get tired of that there is always wife at home with pool cleaner when husband works late. Been done too often? If we want to stay dry, you can reinforce the chandelier for something really acrobatic. How about I become a hopeless high school boy and you are the sexy math tutor?”
“I don’t mind the scratches. They lend authenticity and I love the new ear trick”
“See you at your pool 10pm Friday? I’ve got a date with newbie Beverly on Thursday.”
“Works for me.”
“See you then. Love you babe.”
“Love you too, monster.”
The Lady And The Snake
The erotic dream Jessie had at 2:36 AM was something new. A cross between a large man and a snake was spooning her before he started anal intercourse. Jessie responded actively and moaned. After five minutes, she began to come out of her dream. In her half awake – half dream state she began to suspect that it wasn’t a dream. She asked “Charles?” – But then remembered her husband had been dead for fifteen years and whatever was in bed with her was nothing like Charles and did something that Charles never did. The arm that was draped over her was twice as large as Charles’.
Jessie was practical to the extent that some of her family and friends were amazed at how well she responded to crises. Rather than scream, which would have done no good, she asked “Who are you and how did you get here?” She had begun to wonder if one of her crazier friends set up the attack.
“First question – I’m a night demon or monster, whichever you prefer. Second question – I came in with you when got back from visiting your friend Judy. I’ll leave when you want me to.”
Jessie ignored the last part “That’s impossible. I would have seen you.”
“No, my people can turn invisible. We don’t even exist in the daylight.”
Jessie knew none of that made sense, but what was true?
“Turn on the light and judge for yourself.”
The light revealed a huge, bald muscular humanoid largely covered with scales. Whatever it was had a flat nose and holes for ears.
Jessie was stunned, but asked “Why are you here?”
“We night demons are benefactors of the human race. I heard your calls with friends about your frustration with dating since Charles died – the bad hygiene, the egotists who thought they were doing you a favor and the sexual duds. I thought that I could help you, but obviously I can’t go on a dating site. I was able to gather your wants and needs and acted on them. If I got it wrong, I can leave now. I’m afraid that you can’t take legal action against a night demon.”
After a long silence, night demon asked “Thoughts?”
“Don’t go yet.”
The night demon stayed for many hours that night and returned every Wednesday.
Previously published in Terror House
If you believe…
There is a God of Butterflies, a God of Lottery Tickets,
A God of Storm and Thunder, of the Ocean Waves,
Sibling Gods of Dream and Despair,
Even Gods for Cats and Dogs,
And Gods of Love and Hate,
Even a God of Poems.
I don’t believe in any of that nonsense,
Save for the God of Hate.
I believe because I feel the God’s presence.
It’s like an anchor at the back of the skull,
A hand embracing my heart,
A dull ache that never goes away,
A pain that become pleasure.
Many deities but all in the same vein of worship.
You get it, my fellow believers.
Waiting in line, Co-workers, In-laws
Children, Traffic, Asparagus
Commercials, Emission Tests, Taxes.
Bow down on your knees and pray.
And if our God needs sacrifices…
I’m just a mortal waiting in line.
How can he write when
there is blood on his hands,
destruction upon his breath,
hope between his fingertips,
love an explosion sprinting
through his blood,
how can he write when
people are dying of hunger,
of disease and madness
how can he write when
water is gold and the air
strangled and polluted,
when girls and women are
violated at the vileness
of men in every village,
town and city across
when the planet is acting
out suicide before his eyes,
how can he write?
because he has to,
he has no choice,
it’s all he can
Go all the way
and never look back,
because the only good back
is the one
that makes you cum
to it and on it.