William Taylor Jr.

Out There in the Crumbling Day

The world was never ours
and getting less so all the time,

but we never much cared
for it anyway.

Leave us our little room,
some music and booze,

we’ll be okay.

The other losers out there in the crumbling day
are no longer our concern,

just leave us our little bit of scrapheap beauty,

our little makeshift world
and an eternity to fuck around inside of it.

It’s not much to ask,
we’re not hurting anyone.

Outside there’s fire and the endings of things

but we’re good as we turn the record over
and open another bottle, 

laughing about something
you wouldn’t understand.

Angelina Jensen

Symbiosis

Keisha couldn’t believe what she was reading. Symbiote—the corporation responsible for 90% of today’s most innovative, if not beneficial or even benign technology—had chosen her to be an unpaid intern, making her literally one in a million. Swirling in exhilaration and adrenaline, she pinched her thigh; couldn’t feel it. Results inconclusive, the letter fluttered to the ground as she walked into her kitchen and set her hand on the stove. As she held it there she let the increasing heat serve as a reminder: this was no dream. 

 In another state, 2000 miles over, a mailman was running away from the house he’d just left. The unearthly screaming behind the front door sounded childlike, primal, and insane. He’d been alive a long time, and therefore wasn’t one for wondering, but rather just wanted to be back in the comfort of his truck, and of routine. Inside that house, a man fell to the floor rolling around laughing hysterically, screaming yes. He dusted himself off, went online, and booked a flight. 

Jenna had the opposite situation that fateful day. When a man dropped the unmarked envelope into her spare change bucket, she thanked the few stars that could still be seen that she lived in Sym City, the sprawling factoryland turned metropolis and that she was a brisk five minute walk from the headquarters. A mass Stockholm-Syndrome-like phenomenon befell the few who weren’t subjected to the corporations’ slave wages, and even many who were. She turned her only shirt inside out, to the clean side.

* * *

Five people this year had been harvested, all  from vastly divergent walks of life.  The only thread connecting them didn’t gleam like silver linings but was rather in fact the bleak, unassailable gray of poverty. 

Subsequently they were huddled in the lobby, now the de facto waiting room of the Sym headquarters. 

Exclusive invitation of course. 

The air was ominous and the room a breeding ground for anticipation as well as a growing quiet tension that a machete of a voice carelessly sliced through.   

“Miss Marshall. They’ll see you,” it boomed.

The disruption seemed to have come from the receptionist’s direction.  

Prior to this, a couple of them had been convinced the man behind the desk was a statue. The woman in question, Sarah, scanned his face, but there wasn’t the slightest tinge of emotion.  She stood up uncertainly and his head snapped. A scarecrow smile stitched together the bottom half of his face in an uncanny valley effect. 

“Right this way,” he said, with a flourish. “Welcome to Symbiote, the only corporation that matters, because it’s the only one that exists. Society’s downfall and consequent self-imposed salvation.”

They vanished. The lobby was silent for an interminable time. There were no devices allowed, and none inside—not even a clock. The only exception a sharp eye could pick up were the various cameras, sensors, and detectors lining the ceiling like malevolent stars.  

 The silence was broken when the door burst open, Sarah was ushered out on a stretcher. Foaming through her teeth, her mouth had become a tub for a pink blood-flecked bubble bath. A spectacle accompanied by her seizing, twitching, and thrashing body. 

“First day jitters,” the man chirped, wheeling her out the door. “Follow me. Oh boy, we are delighted to have the rest of you here at Symbiote. Blessed be the companyyy,” he screeched in an attempt at singing as he escorted them up the elevators to the top floor. “It’d take something major to upset the shareholders for them to ever lose their monopoly. Their image is pristine!” Due in equal part to the overall secrecy and omnipresence that ran hand in hand with the mysterious crushing control seemingly maintained over dissenters, as there were none to be found—this of course left unsaid. 

“And voila, the fun center! This is where the magic happens.” 

 Keisha, currently the most reluctant of them, was letting that scene fade like a silly dream. She was skipping along ahead of Jenna who’d trailed the group and walked in last. There was a sensory overload. Her brain could not compute the sight at first. A man was naked in the corner with a robot and seemingly engaged in a heated argument over who was real. A conglomeration of holograms illuminated and animated the vast space. The very walls seemed to be a machine. She couldn’t process the intensity of the sheer amount of activity and visuals initially. Her eyes had to adjust, like when one was born. There were a litany of unidentifiable machines, people’s brains hooked up to screens transmitting constant data, makeshift laboratories, office cubicles that looked eerily like holding cells.  

A man entered, his face recognizable to all humankind as the eccentric billionaire and CEO, Mr. Baudelaire.

 “Let’s start the grand tour. Through this door is our weapons testing range; you don’t want to open that one. Incubation chambers to our right here; yada yada yada. You guys are lucky to make it this far. But only one will be chosen as a true blue employee after the mandatory 9 year trial period!” 

“Sir, if I might just add, it—it is an honor,” Jack, a nervous intern,  stuttered, burst forth from the group. 

Differentiate yourself. Stand out from the crowd. He’d chanted the mantra to himself over and over throughout the morning, resulting in an orange scarf, lensless sunglasses, and an unbridled eagerness causing him to trip over Jenna’s foot. 

“What the fuck. You interrupted me.”

“Sir, Mr. CEO, sir I—I—”

“Lick my boot while you’re down there.” 

The casual banter and cadence of a crowded room ceased suddenly. It was like the quiet before a category 5 catastrophe. 

He was invested now; he’d made it this far. There was no going back now. He stuck out his tongue tentatively, inching it closer to a vaguely brown sludge he hoped was mud. As the taste hit his tongue, the CEO cocked his foot back and slammed it into the bridge of his nose. His head ricocheted off the metal wastebasket, before rejoining his crumpled body on its collision course with the back wall. 

“Ha ha ha, we have fun here.” The boss giggled. “Awh, get up.”

 He wiped some blood and stood, resembling a newborn animal testing its legs for the first time. He gave a wobbly smile. 

“So here’s our HR department.” He motioned toward a line of virtual assistants, nodding their heads mechanically with simulated sympathy responses in automated intervals. 

“Oh and look here is our diversity director!”

“Hola, aloha, and hi! Welcome I’m, #Xë-Æéø-U 1A. Lovely to meet you all!”

Eyes twinkling with a red dot above, and smirk that spit in the face of God, the man in front of them had on a sombrero over a hijab over a yarmulke and was bespeckled with tribal tattoos. His garb seemed to be some combination of a sari ripped at the waist to display a cross between a kimono and kilt. 

“Okay.” 

“Sure.” 

“Pleasure,” they muttered. 

“Konnichiwa.” Jack bowed. 

“You don’t want to be like Rufus. The smartest mind of our generation— alas his enthusiasm was not up to our standards.We do regret his fate. Horrible…just horrible, what befell him—but hey, that’s what you get for not giving a sincere hello and a warm goodbye,” he chuckled. We’re handling important matters, so you all can shadow him. We’ll circle back. 

“Well kiss my lips and call me Tom Brady! Golly, I’m sure glad to meet you all. Huyuck! 

He had the radical enthusiasm of a youth pastor. He felt like Mickey Mouse tripped face first into a meth and crack amalgam some skeletons of men were losing their minds looking for in a Tucson parking lot. He could ‘How’s it hanging, big man, beautiful weather, right, shahhh, plants are gonna love this, alright back at ya and finger gun into the sun all day long. 

Somehow the metal BDSM collar and accompanying leash curled in another worker’s, introduced as Sue’s, hand was less off putting than this. There were staples and cigarette burns interspersed on his baggy flesh dotting up his collarbone like corporate kisses. His shoes were a bed of needles, inverted cleats. 

What looked like a brand in both senses of the word, poked out on his navel from his ripped suit. The intern closest thought they could make out property of SYMBIOTE LLC. 

For all his enthusiasm he would not meet their gaze. 

“Oh, boy oh boy, I can’t wait. Before I kick us off and go over our funtivities, AKA challenges for the day in our glorious establishment, the only place worth seeing and being, pardon me while I use the little ladies room,” he gushed, before lifting a leg and pissing through his business formal grey trousers. 

Sue petted him. “Aw, who’s the Rufus the wittle doofus? You are, yes you are.” She jerked the chain upward to bring him to her height and kissed him, ripping out a chunk of his lip. She licked hers, teeth stained. One ruby red spot punctuated her perfectly white blouse. 

“Once you’re a member you get to leave your past life behind. We make machines, but in a bigger sense we are the machine, one which one of you few will be lucky to be a cog in.”

“You.” Like a hawk that could detect the slightest twitch in a desert of stillness, she lasered in. One of the intern-hopefuls who’d been appearing to steady himself with a breathing exercise froze, red cheeks puffing up like a chipmunk.

Feigned interest adorned with a sinister drawl.  “Tell us about yourself! What are your hobbies?”

“Of course Sue, I—I’d love to! Well I do love walking my corgi, funnily enough um heheh,” he blabbered with a nervous chuckle, “uh along the simu-river. Yeah he tries to drink the water. It’s so cute. I also have a blog where we find homeless people and rate their fits. Vogue actually subscribed to it and uh—”

“Wrongggg answer! That was a trick question to keep you on your toes. Every second of your life should be dedicated solely to maintaining the status quo. Meaning you will eat, sleep and breathe the company.” She sighed. “You know, I almost let you live because that was amusing. Not quite enough though, darling. Not as much fun as my boy here,” she tugged the chain. 

She flipped a switch and before any semblance of protest could form in his mind, a thick black substance oozed from the drain a few feet away. Globules detached, corroding his flesh, first consuming his ankles, then quickly eating its way up. 

A disembodied voice announced, “Disposal process complete”

“Oh shit,” Keisha muttered. “Shit!” she said, slapping at a drop that’d attached to her jeans. 

Two of the men in the back had been inching toward the door. While everyone was fixated on the atrocity in the center of the room the two, sensing their chance, exchanged a look and bolted. The mass of rotting black pudding that still, horrifyingly, was eliciting noise.  

 Unintelligible shrieks, that became wet gurgles as his skin remaining patches dripped into black wriggling gooey ashes that formed and fell again upon themselves amidst jittering calcified bones.

The two men made it to the hallway they had passed through what felt like millennia ago just before lasers sliced them into chunks; torsos, mouths, and arms joined the circus act parading the floor. 

“Well, it’s fun to toy with new flesh, but the CEO has been waiting for his coffee far too long. Who thinks they’re up for the task?”

The genuine eagerness that had been fueling the enthusiasm of them all had been replaced by fear a while ago. It was now the only motivating factor behind their instant compliance. In unison heads nodded so fast she wouldn’t be surprised if they snapped off their necks. But that’d be no fun. 

They sprinted for a door nearby labeled “break room” Keisha hoped there was no sinister double entendre awaiting.  

She turned back to look at Rufus, whose standard hollow expression had been replaced for a split second with anguish, and eyes that had never risen from the floor caught and held her gaze intensely wider than the old oceans. She thought she caught a glimpse of a cage in the black of his pupils. She either saw or hallucinated a microscopic version of him inside shaking the cell. Wracked with sobs. Time without change—an open air prison that many wasted their lives in. She thought his fate was worse than an actual one and the kind that many welcomed themselves into with open arms. She knew no amount of money could brainwash her into staying in this incubator for insanity. The direness of the circumstances fully seemed to dawn upon her, and she abandoned all hope of the notion that this was all some elaborate charade. Some super technological sleight of hand and light intended to haze or single out who could keep calm under pressure, whose spirit the most impenetrable. She’d quickly realized that in desperation her mind had conjured a delusion, born from sheer incomprehensibility and disbelief. Her and the other intern. Julia. Or maybe Jenna. How irrelevant trivial niceties like names were in a place like this. The two of them and that poor man still trapped here were the only people here she thought might still have a soul. What was once a human now a sick mockery. She shuddered. She grabbed the woman’s arm when they’d reached the coffee machine. We have to do something, she said, her voice a frantic whisper.  

But they were in the epicenter of the despicable jaws of all that powered society. Happily wandering into the heart of the beast. 

“Ah, ah, ah, too slow. The boss sauntered in. “I didn’t get my mid-morning fix and now I’m groggy. This won’t do. I’ll make a note to chat with the maker of this year’s algorithm. Whoever was assigned to picking these candidates, I sense a … demotion,” he cried with a whimsical cackle. 

“You’re right about that, Jenna replied.”

“They did fuck up. And now you’re fucked.”

“Two words—live-streaming, bitch.”

The air drained from the room as he realized the vulgar gravity of what she’d said. 

“Or is that three. Either way, the truth and depravity of what really goes on in the Sym Headquarters is out. 2.3 billion viewers this very second and counting. Your downfall is thanks to one of your own technological wonders, by the way. The freckle implant. Too small for detection. 

“Sir, stocks are plummeting, they’re—shit, they’re in the negative. How is that possible!?” 

All around them technology powered by the world’s belief in advancement and innovation, harnessed collective energy, began to power down and fall to bits. The conclusion everyone knew was inevitable—ultimate ruin. Fueled by the pieces of their own disintegrating spirit, a vessel picking up speed unburdened from the weight of morals strewn out the window.

Rufus jerked upright, tearing a scrap of metal from his head, and ripped the collar from his neck. “I’m free, holy shit. Shit. Thank you.” 

“But—but I said no electronics allowed. We’re the giant shadow over the world so ever present you’ve ceased to notice it’s there, as water is to fish. We can’t have lost!” His face crumpled; he sniffled. “You—you signed a form. The three of them walked out as he lay sobbing. “My money!”

w v sutra

nurse jackyl

bet you thought you knew who she was 
but she is a barbarian
now that you come to weep on her rug
and pay for the privilege
she will sew buttons to your living skin
and sing you a lullaby
get full marks for trying it on
if it ends in gratuity
stuffs your turkey tummy all by hand
and smiles like an alien
bet you thought that tuna was fresh
but it glowered like sodium
made you a poser for a new york mag
but you got your stigmata
lay golden eggs in the palm of her hand
from your golden cloaca
still got things to do with your life
let her give you salvation

John Yohe

hand on thigh

a group of fiction writers
invited me the poet
out to drinks
I didnt know them but accepted
my eye on the woman
who/d actually asked—
tall
short brown hair
dressed like me
black jeans black t-shirt
she ended up next to me
in one of the booths
at the White Horse Tavern
big enough for all six of us

I dont normally ever know
if a woman is interested
but her hand on my thigh
the whole time
gave me the courage
at the end of the night
to ask for her number
which she gave

that was tuesday
I called the next night
asked her out on friday
which she accepted
we talked a bit
about Michigan and Minnesota

friday I went to her place
lower east side
she looked good
I told her so—
red silk blouse
tight black miniskirt
high heel leather boots
and
my weakness
dark shiny hosiery

I kissed her right there
or
we kissed
or
she kissed back
before saying we should go
to a quiet place she knew
where we sat at the bar
talked for an hour + a half
my hand resting on her thigh this time
sometimes running from her knee
up to her skirt hem
maybe a little furthur
talking about writers + writing
New York
music
I was enchanted—
finally the literary Manhattan romance
I/d always imagined

walked her home
kissed her once out on the street
watched her walk up the stairs
to the building door

she called the next day
angry
at how I/d kissed her
at the start of the night
how I/d been touching her legs
how that was inappropriate

I apologized
said I thought she liked it
she said she didnt
hung up
+ my life went
back to 
normal

Isaac Offski

Für Elise

When I wanted to I couldn’t 
I hung a rope inna closet like the Kung Fu guy
I turned onna oven but the element just got too damn hot
scorched my neck
Syvia P had more guts than me

When I had to, when I needed to
wasn’t no high enuf bridge
wasn’t no deep enough hole
wasn’t no snake-bit carny tent

Before my sis got took
she used to practice Für Elise
onna Casio ToneBank
I shoulda done it back then, maybe 
I wouldn’t a lost her forever
that way-

to some de Sade wannabe
driving a white deadbeat van
to the DMZ
to the UAE

say I had a wish, into a fucking tree

Jeff Weddle

There’s a War on, You Know

There are armies all around 
and they are searching 
for you. 
They wish to kill you 
and your family, 
after first raping your wife, 
your children. 
Everyone will be tortured, of course. 
They will slaughter your pets for food,
burn your books, 
shit on great works of art. 
They don’t give a fuck. 
There are soldiers in the shadows 
and in plain sight. 
Each one has it in for you, personally, 
though you could be anyone. 
They want your mind, 
if they can get it. 
Obedience and true belief 
can buy you time. 
You might get used to it 
and fall in love with the terror. 
Feel free to do nothing, of course. 
That is your right. 
Feel free to watch television 
and cook hamburgers in your yard. 
The armies are often slow 
and might not even get to you 
before cancer or heart attack. 
Grab a beer or master a weapon. 
It’s up to you. 
Talk it over with your loved ones.
Make the bargains your soul can bear.

Maria Barnes

I Could Not Exist

I could not exist even though the night 
was peering through the window.
The sky was glass, and if it broke,
those tender organs blooming in the dark
would not exist. The snow covered the buildings,
and I was on the verge of effervescent dreams,
which illuminated every pore of the sky.
But I kept repeating …
I could not exist, could not exist …

Nathan Bas

Zerotica

Zeros hit my cock
ring and I bulge
feel all faint too
sweaty my heart skips

Pixelated tips and piss
ran dry on Wall
Street burning for hits 
I’m rope tied up

Someone echoes dark light
licks lips flips switch
moaning into no thing 
locks key endless repeat

Mechanical buzzing
whirring ding light up
going in out gasp
bank big no asphyxia

Daniel de Culla

What I Saw In the Rabbit Pen

In Torregalindo, Burgos
With a half-ruined castle
There lived an honest family
With two daughters
Both young and of marriageable age
Who looked after the chickens
The pigs and the rabbits
As was necessary.
They sold the animals
Not long after they were born
To the people of the village and other places
Cheaper than in the shops.
One day, a friend of my brother-in-law
Who was courting the youngest daughter
Encouraged me to go visit them
Because he wanted to buy a rabbit
Since her mother was asking for one
As a whim being newly pregnant.
We went to their beautiful village house
We greeted her parents and daughters
And the youngest took us to the rabbit hutch
And just as we were about to pick up the most prized rabbit
She bent down and showed us her privates
For she wasn’t wearing panties.
My friend, since she was his girlfriend
didn’t even flinch
Didn’t say a word.
But I was stunned
Because I’d never seen such a thing.
Since the few times I’d had sex
I did it in the dark, not knowing if it was white or black
Or what the creature looked like.
But the worst part was—what cruelty!
When the young woman grabbed the rabbit by the neck
So it couldn’t breathe or scream
Not before hanging it by its hind legs
On a crossbar in the hutch.
And, alive as it was
With a kitchen knife she gouged out its eyes
Because she says that way the rabbit bleeds better
And stays more tender for cookig.
-Take this rabbit, the tenderest one in the hutch
the girlfriend told him. 
You’ll pay me when I come to your house
To say hello to my future mother-in-law.
And when they go to sleep
I’ll make you a delicious dinner with mine’s.
When we left the village
He very happy, and me  very hurt
Because of the death his girlfriend had inflicted on the rabbit
As we walked towards the next village
Moradillo de Roa, five kilometers away
I kept telling him:
-Be careful, friend, when you have sex with her
Because when you’re in the sweetest part of orgasm
Begging for her sweetest kisses
She’ll gouge your eyes out
While you’re biting her lips, shouting:
-I don’t want a rabbit for the wedding anymore!

William Taylor Jr.

Another Fucking Poem about Drinking at Vesuvio

for Hugh Blanton

The North Beach poets sit at the bar 
and drink at all hours
in their funny hats and coats,
as if there were nothing else in the world
that ever needed doing.

The Anarchist girl sits alone at a table 
drinking dark beer and reading a book
about the rise of techno fascism.

And me, I’m forever on the run 
from death and her henchmen, 
with a glass of wine at my favorite 
table in the back corner of the balcony.

I tear my little poems from the jagged 
teeth of the dark the best I can,

as the pretty girls in Kerouac Alley
sit at little round tables smoking
cigarettes and drinking beer.

I gaze down upon them 
and pretend I am in Paris.

I’ve never been to Paris
and It’s looking like I might 
not ever make it, 
even though I’d like to.

Some people do things like go to Paris
and others muddle through life
one moment to the next

and I figure that’s just the way
it is and there’s no sense in getting
upset.

There’s still some poetry to be mined here
despite what the years have taken.

I lean back and bask in the feel of it,
thinking of all those suckers in Paris
who will never get the chance.