Luz Aida Rodriguez

Blind Black Jackie

blind black jackie,
christmas diamond, christmas star
I’m drinking and sloshing molasses moonshine, 
and there is no time left here
to go to hell or dream of me
both are the same, both remain quiet
for musings of my love 
In the voids, in the people you discard.

but if you were like me,
maybe you could be more free, 
as is divinity.
divinity is my pleasure,
divinity is my place of greed.

Am I divine? Or do my eyes deceive me?
Poisonously poised and awake to shine 
with pretty fragile hearts
gashing in the idle heavens. 
taking all of my lovers but seven.

all that you gave to me,  
now withering away in an estate sale, 
with sunshine blisters growing on your face, 
waiting for the day you become old and unfuckable. 
but i’ll stay here, full of fuck, full of rot,
in the snow deadlier as tomorrow 

so visible, so alone
destroy me as i destroy you. 
and i’m not a fucking HACK-HAG
I’m not old just yet
I’m not old enough for this
I’m only twenty one 

and I bet she’s so grateful to belong to you,
with that ring on her dead molten finger. 
Is she as pretty as the day you met her?
oh bitchless, I fall again
FORGET HER

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