i was warned
i had a dream i died
in your arms
don’t ask me how i got to
new jersey with no money
and just a few poems left
in me
i got down on my bad knee
took out one of those toy
rings from my youth
and asked for the hand of the
loveliest woman i have ever
known
you told me to get up,
i was being foolish
i knew it would end up this way
we went back to your apartment
drank some bourbon and laughed
about the old times
made love for the first time
my fading brain can remember
i felt my soul start laughing
i figured that old fuck was
just as surprised as me
i was warned if i ever found
happiness it would be my last
day on earth
finally got the damn chance
to roll the dice